ori ley贸 running up that hill

ori ley贸 running up that hill

07-11-2022

01:46

Welcome to the circus aka me re-reading running up that hill by saplecute A thread by epiphanyori_

I WILL BE TALKING ABOUT THE FIC WITHOUT FILTER, THAT MEANS SPOILERS~ Also, imma *try* to do this in English but if you see me crying in Spanish feel free to translate lol

Now that we got that out of the way, let me get reunited with my sokcho boys 馃

I have no idea who decided to give yg that job SPEAK INTO THE MIC AND PAY MY THERAPY

Also yg saying he feels trapped in Sokcho, bestie i feel you

First time I read this I still thought I was going to be a translator, now I've dropped out (officially) and have no idea what to do 馃ぉ thanks Nina for your hard work I'll live vicariously through you

I feel like I'm not ready AND WE'RE JUST BEGINNING

a moment of stillness and then chaos ensures and it's like no time has passed but also it's been too fucking long That's how the reunion makes me feel

Please let's take a moment to appreciate kids, boys and men; have they grown? have they not? Kids cause everything feels like home, boys cause they're still a little lost and men cause time's obviously passed

First time I read a snippet from val where th was "kim th my name is" I got so excited cause it felt different and new AND BOY HOW I MISSED READING THAT NAME

AND THEN THERE'S YG

It was just a hug BUT WAS IT REALLY JUST A HUG ?????

[[Okay I've realized I'll be commenting every word of this fic apparently so buckle up, you're in for a R I D E]]

YG DO BE LOOKING LIKE A MAN AND JK DO BE FEELING LIKE A BOY, SEE WHAT THE WORDS DO BE DOING

"Too trusting" i need hug

Since I've already read the fic this "missed you, hyung" hurts even MORE

WE LOVE A GOOD CHOSEN FAMILY MOMENT

Count me in for that whole "people who are scattered all over the world, carrying this love for Sokcho inside" thingy

jk laughing again really makes me feel like he stopped being a man for a week, like he's back to being just a boy laughing until there's nothing to laught about with the right people at the right place

Right now we HATE drunk yg (later we will still hate him but for making us cry)

WE WILL BE COMING BACK TO THIS AND WE'LL KEEP ON HATING YG (not really, more like hate that i love you yk?)

NO ONE WANTS TO BE FOURTEEN THANK YOU VERY MUCH

Okay, FIRST TEARS OF THE NIGHT

It's just... "he hates shouting, loud noises, and everything that comes with it" my whole life has been like that...

This fight has just snapped jk back into being an adult; there's no more laughter...

SCREAMING CRYING I HATE THIS SO MUCH

Ok no, I don't hate this but you know how many times I've wanted to be a little kid just for a sec and cry in my mom's arms? To be able to tell her "hey I feel horrible please hug me" and I've never been able to vocalize it so jk asking his mom to tell him good things

it feels like he's doing it for me, for all those times I've sat in silence suffering wishing I could stop hiding myself

THE FIRST MEMORY IMMA RIP MY HEAD OFF THANK YOU VERY MUCH

KIM TH MY NAME IS YOU'RE THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THANK YOU FOR EXISTING 馃檹馃徎

YG IS HERE I REPEAT YG IS HERE EVERYBODY CALM

THE SCAR..........................

Why yg asking jk's name has me crying ? GIRL WE'RE NOT EVEN CLOSE TO WHAT'S TO COME

GET YOURSELF A SOMEONE WHO'D HELP YOU WITH ALGEBRA

Home is where the heart is said Taylor Swift

jk ily baby im glad watching star wars for another boy worked for at least one of us (im also glad it didn't for me)

I find it funny cause I never knew where this fic was going and was like "okay, take me wherever you have to" but with jhy's crush... first time I read i was like "it's jk" no ten铆a pruebas pero tampoco dudas (trans: I had no proof but also I didn't doubt it)

"that's such bullshit" Please a minute of silence for val's ynkk exes au, i still think about you 馃

First hint of SOMETHING

My 3 seconds of namkook 馃檹馃徎

HE SMILES ABOUT YG BEING YOUNGER WITH A RIDICULOUS HAIRCUT AND HIS HEART WORN ON A SLEEVE HE SMILES ABOUT HIM BEING SO RIDICULOUSLY IN LOVE WITH YG

HE DOESN'T GET IT

YG LOOKS LIKE AN ADULT AND JK IS A BOY AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

If jk feels a little split open I feel straight up TORN IN TWO

he and Y-

PLEASE NOTE THE IMPORTANCE OF JK SAYING HE AND HIS PARTNER WOULD LOVE *AUTUMN*

YES MAYBE THEY SHOULD TALK ABOUT STUFF THAT ACTUALLY MATTER PLEASE IM ON MY KNEES BEGGING YOU TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED 3 SUMMERS AGO

My heart's been broken for 2 months since this fics was published thanks for asking

What's a good fic if we don't have a "itching to hold each other's hand" moment

SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE I REALLY WANT TO RIP MY HEAD OFF

IM USUALLY NOT THIS EMOTIONAL ABOUT KIDS BUT WTF JK WITH KIDS AND YG WATCHING THEM AND IM SURE HIS GAZE IS FULL OF LOVE AND I CANT KEEP READING WITH THAT KNOWLEDGE INSIDE ME

Amazing corn on the beach, ynkk feel free to come to arg and listen to people selling churros instead

Actually im laughing cause this feels like a ~ serious ~ moment for them but I just pictured them while someone in the background is screaming about selling churros, corn and hot dogs

"I carry too much within myself" Sometimes it's like I'm the only one feeling that way and sometimes it's like everyone's carrying too much within themselves

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT WAS JUST TUESDAY???????????

GUYS HE LOOKS LIKE A BOY FUCKING FINALLY STOP IT WITH THE ADULT THINGY ALL WE ARE IS BOYS

HE WANTS TO STAY

Fourteen suddenly being my least favorite number to ever exist

FUCKING YG BEING HOMESICK BUT RUNNING AND SUFFERING IN SILENCE I TRULY HATE HIM FOR MAKING ME CRY SO MUCH

hi I'm also crying because of yg, welcome to the club jk

You know what hurts? Understanding that feeling of not being able to be angry at someone, because you get why they did whatever they did and you don't blame them

THE SCAR ON THE CHEEK YOU PEOPLE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS MEANS TO ME

BUT IT WON'T BE THE LAST THIS IS ME DROWNING ON MY TEARS

"I'm carrying hyung with myself" JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP JK IM BEGGING YOU DO NOT SAY ANOTHER WORD

HE LOOKS LIKE HOME AAAAAAAAAAAAA

"i want you to be happy" THAT'S FEELS LIKE A GOODBYE AND I DONT LIKE THAT. AT ALL.

HE STILL LOVES HIM SO MUCH

I don't think I'll ever be able to explain how THANKFUL I am for the relationship between jk and his mom, it feels like the warmest hug on the coldest night

I'm at this point in the fic where MY heart is aching for them AND I LOVE IT

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT THIS SCENE

I SWEAR TO YALL WHEN VAL POSTED THIS SNIPPET I CRIED AND THEN I READ IT IN THE FIC AND ALSO CRIED AND SOMETIMES I RANDOMLY REMEMBER IT AND CRY AGAIN

IT'S SO RAW AND HONEST AND WHO ALLOWED M*N Y*ONGI TO DO THIS

IT'S DRUNK

HE ! WANTED ! TO ! SEE ! HIM !

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP GOING

LET'S GO THE EIGHT REUNION TIME

Let me prepare myself for what's to come

HE ! REALLY ! WANTED ! TO ! SEE ! HIM

Let's all collectively remember: WHEN DRUNK, YG IS _HONEST_

TELL HIM THAT YOU LOVE HIM FOR FUCKS SAKE STOP WITH MY SUFFERING

It breaks my heart

TO ME THIS IS LITERATURE AT ITS FINEST

How do I explain to yall what I felt the first time I read this scene? HONESTLY HOW?

It's yg being drunk and honest It's jk trying to contain his love It's them knowing each other so well they don't need words It's them not talking about what's important but also they ARE talking about what's important It's their failed relationship and the scar it left

It's jk watching yg's back It's unspoken feelings It's a gaze being full of love It's my heart's already breaking go on twist the knife It's your my first memory It's two boys being so in love there's no need for explanation It's home It's Sokcho

Sokcho I hope you know that you've hurt me and healed me, and I thank you for that

IT'S FRIDAY PEOPLE WE'RE NEARLY THERE

IT'S CAUSE SHE COULDN'T STOP LOOKING AT JK

It's the <3 for me

鉂わ笍 WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT YG DO YOU ENJOY MY SUFFERING DO YOU ENJOY MAKING ME CRY

You're the habit that I can't quit said Louis

the way I have both a problem and an emotional attachment with the verb "remember" THAT'S THE PROBLEM, ISN'T IT

ALEXA PLAY I WAS THERE I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL CAUSE THEY DO REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE DETAIL ABOUT THOSE 3 MONTHS

First Spanish tweet cause I have no idea how to put this feeling into Enlish:

ME QUIERO ACOGOTAR ARRANCARME LA CABEZA Y AHOGARME EN MIS L脕GRIMAS SE ACUERDAN DE CADA COSITA Y YO TENGO QUE FINGIR QUE NO SE ME ROMPE EL CORAZ脫N COMO SI FUESE UNA TERCERA EN SU RELACI脫N

THE MAN WHO WANTS YET CAN'T IM ACTUALLY SCREAMING

"The problem is that Y*ongi is under J*ngkook's skin, and J*ngkook seems to make a home out of Y*ongi's bones, too."

now why did I just think of that Turkish drama I watched with my mom ? fr it's THEM, like the one tied to Istanbul and the free spirit who wanted to see the world ((And when I tell you I SUFFERED with that drama))

As the story progresses I feel more and more how jk's love is impossible to contain

"That's the kind of heartbreak time could never mend I'd never walk Cornelia Street again"

OWJDPWJD0WJEODJDPWJSOSNS

REMEMBER WHEN I TOLD YOU TO PAY ATTENTION TO AUTUMN??????????

*screams*

A SAD SMILE

IT'S HIS FAVORITE SEASON AND YG REMEMBERS IT ALL TOO WELL

and when i cry every autumn WHAT

I'VE TOLD YOU JK THAT IT WAS YOU, IT'S THE ONLY THING I GOT RIGHT ABOUT THIS

Tho if I'm being honest I have no idea WHY I thought that, like in my head it made perfect sense but still I have no real reasoning behind it

LET'S GO THREE SUMMERS AGO

This summer is full of awkwardness and love AND I CANNOT-

"they talk about their dreams and fears" being so open with someone you share your deepest thoughts... just wow

YG LEFT HIMSELF IN ALL THE SCARS JK HAS ON HIS FACE

IT'S STARTS WITH HAND HOLDING 馃槶

((I cannot English it's almost 2am))

MI CORAZ脫N LA PUTA QUE LO RE PARIO NONONO YO NO ME ACORDABA QUE PASABA EN ESTA ESCENA BOLUDO NO ESTABA LISTA PARA LEER *LA* FRASE QUE ME PERSIGUE HASTA EN MIS SUE脩OS CALLENSE LA BOCA UN MINUTO DE SILENCIO SE ME FREN脫 EL ALMA NO IR脫NICAMENTE

((The tweet above is my screaming because I wasn't ready for what I'm about to comment; yes I cursed, no it won't make sense translating it))

EVERYBODY IT'S HAPPENING

LET'S SAY IT TOGETHER

"You've left a lot of yourself on me"

ACTUAL TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE

I THINK NO PHRASE HAS EVER PHRASED THE WAY THAT PHRASE JUST PHRASED

LIKE HOW DO YOU COME UP WITH THAT KIND OF THINGS USER SAPLECUTE SPEAK INTO THE MIC

IT'S SOKCHO AT ITS FINEST

THEY HAVE LEFT A LOT OF THEMSELVES IN ME TOO, THEY HAVE ACTUALLY LEFT A SCAR ON MY SOUL THAT I WILL TREASURE FOREVER

THIS IS HORRIBLE YG CONFESSING WHILE IM SOBBING OK MORE TEARS PLEASE

I hope everyone knows in my mind I'm actually screaming

NOW I GET IT OFC JK WILL REMEMBER HOW IT FEELS TO HEAR YG SAY ILY THAT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL HOW COULD YOU EVER FORGET THAT

SOMEONE PLEASE FIRE YG FROM THAT MAGAZINE baby you know I love you but each word from that article hurts a bit more

I WILL NEVER FORGIVE VAL FOR PUTTING CANON IN D, MY HEART CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH YNKK

let's put pause on ready to run and just find another song I CANNOT KEEP DOING THIS YNKK

random guy I have no idea who you are but thank you for giving us jealous yg

NOBODY CAN REPLACE YG

I've been crying non stop just so you are aware

WE GOT THE KISS, THIS IS A WIN FOR ME AND FOR ALL OF US

HE (YG) IS BEING SO UNFAIR RIGHT NOW

HOW DARE YG TELL JK HE'S ONLY HAPPY WHEN HE'S WITH HIM AND WHILE BEING DRUNK? WE KNOW HE'S BEING HONEST HONEST RIGHT NOW

i know this is fictional but I like to believe in that universe they didn't try ldr for a reason and that led them to this moment, to the right time to be together

We all agree that when yg said "I want to go home" he means jk? Right?

Now crying because the fic is about to end and I'm not ready to let go of my sokcho boys

IT'S SOKCHO

The fic ended, what am I supposed to do now?

For real tho, today I needed the comfort and wanted to document my reactions while reading

Sokcho boys has a special place in my heart and it's one of those "if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more" moments for me With this story I feel a little less broken and little more loved

Special thanks to my brain for Englishing so much these past few hours and to my dearest saplecute for giving me a home in Sokcho 鉂わ笍



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